Sunday, August 22, 2010

Little Jokes To Lighten Your Day

- Confession of A Coffee Lover

I was at Starbucks yesterday when I suddenly realized I desperately
needed to fart. The music was really REALLY loud so I timed my farts with the beat. After a couple of songs I started to feel better. I finished my latte and then noticed.. everybody was staring at me..

then I suddenly remembered, I was listening to my Ipod!!!

Saturday, August 21, 2010

i'm just staring on your profile. waiting for you to say "Hi" to me.
I TRIED TO HIDE MY TEARS. I TRIED TO BE HARD. AND I TRIED TO SHOW A SMILE. BUT TRUE IS HARD, AND I TRIED TO BE PERFECT. BUT I CAN'T LIVE THIS LIE ANYMORE

Friday, August 20, 2010

i will change his face with your face. it's easy. like you're so easy to leave me.
i miss this moment
Feelings change. memories don't

my new tattoo

Actually, this is not even a tattoo. this is cheat. i had a test. but i forgot to study. then i write this from my notebook.

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

you broke my heart. now i'm gonna break something of yours

when i dreaming with a broken heart, then waking up is the hardest part. i roll outta bed and down on my knees. and for a moment i can hardly breathe. wondering was he really here? is he standing in my room? no he's not, cause he's gone. when i dreaming with a broken heart. the giving up is the hardest part. all at once we have to say goodbye. wondering could you stay here? will you wake up by my side? no you won't. now do i have to fall asleep with this dolls beside me? would you get them if i did? no you won't.

still can't read?

haha thank you so much

i'm gonna find another you

it's really over, you made your stand. you got me crying, as was your plan. but when my loneliness is through, i'm gonna find another you

you take your sweaters. you take your time. you might have your reasons but you will never have my rhymes. i'm gonna sing my way away from blue. i'm gonna find another you

when i was your lover, no one else would do. if i'm forced to find another, i hope he looks like you. but no one nicer than you

so go on baby. make your little get away. my pride will keep me company. and you just gave yours all away. now i'm gonna dress myself for two. once for me and once for someone new. i'm gonna do somethings you wouldn't let me do. i'm gonna find another you

Sunday, August 15, 2010

my new background on twitter. catch me up on twitter! : @betariratih

meeting on Adrie Sucipto's

adrie called me about our event. so we have to talk about it. then he told me to visit his house. 



price list for dinner
they just playing xbox. even not talking about the event
:3
we talk about the venue, then adrie look at the camera. haha he got arabians face

power balance from adrie. thankyou!!

Adrie's pet
poor Alfath


adrie's comb. HAHAH
i open adrie's wardrobe. then i found it!!
still adrie's
belongs to adrie
trust me, it's adrie's pants

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

first reason why i love you. and you'll never know another reason.
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA
LOL

trust me, you gonna laugh out loud
Aha
Love The Way You Lie

love this song so damn much. when i heared this song, i remember you. thank you Damian Kondera :*
Angry German Kid

seriously, i'm shocked. what the hell is going on? is there all of Germany kids like that?
ℒℴvℯ yℴu
This seriously brought me to tears because it’s so relevant to my life right now.
that's why i always badmood
adorable. but i still hate them

Cross of things you’ve done in your life

Kissed someone
Smoked cigarettes.
Got so drunk you passed out.
Rode every ride at an amusement park.
Collected something really stupid. 
Gone to rock concert
Helped someone. 
Gone fishing.
Watched four movies in one night.
Gone long periods of time without sleep.
Lied to someone.
Been dumped.
Failed a class.
Dealt drugs.
Taken a college level course.
Been in a car accident.
Been in a tornado.
Watched someone die.
Been to a funeral.
Burned yourself.
Ran a marathon.
Your parents got divorced.
Cried yourself to sleep.
Spent over $200 in one day.
Flown on a plane.
Flown a plane.
Been cheated on.
Writen 10 page letter
Gone skiing.
Cut yourself. 
Have a best friend.
Lost someone you loved.
Shoplifted something.
Been to jail.
Had detention.
Skipped school.
Got in trouble for something you didn’t do.
Stolen books from the library.
Gone to different country
Dropped out of school.
Been in a mental hospital.
Watched the “Harry Potter” movies.
Had an online diary.
Fired a gun.
Gambled in a casino.
Had a yard sale.
And a lemonade stand.
Actually made money at the lemonade stand.
Been in a school play.
Been fired from a job.
Taken a lie detector test.
Swam with dolphins.
Gone to SeaWorld.

Voted for American Idol.
Written poetry.
Read more than 20 books a year.
Gone to Europe
Loved someone you couldn’t have.
Wondered about your sexuality.
Used a coloring book over age 12.
Had surgery.
Had stitches.
Taken a taxi.
Seen the Washington Monument.
Had more than 5 IM’s/online conversations going at once.
Overdosed.
Had a drug or alcohol problem.
Been in a fist fight.
Had a hamster.
Petted a wild animal.
Used a credit card.
Gone surfing in California.
Did “spirit day” at school.
Dyed your hair.
Got a tattoo.
Had something pierced.
Got straight A’s.
Been on the Honor Roll.
Known someone with HIV or AIDS.
Taken pictures with a webcam.
Started a fire.
Gotten caught having a party while they were gone

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

TOO RIGHT
bitches

You

You

You. Yeah you. Not you. But you. Ah fuck with it.

I’m crush on you. I do love you. I do like you. I do love you as a friend. But now I wish that you love me more than friend as I did. This is truly from my heart.

You know what? I’m sick when I know that you love another girl. Tell me what that I don’t have but she has it beside everything? I’m dying.  I just want to scream “HEY *call name* I LOVE YOU” without have a guilty feeling.

I need you in my life. I wish that you know that I love you. I wish that you feel the same. I wish that you love me the way I love you. I wish that we can be more than best friend. I wish that I can let you go, because I love you.

You’re the name that I wrote on my hand this morning. You’re the only one I was thinking when I’m going to sleep. You’re the spirit that wake me up every morning. You’re the thing that fill 45% of my heart.

I love you more than friends. My friend too. Because I love her and I love you. I’ll let you go. Forget me. I’m not part of you. But you’re always be part of mine. I’m not in your heart. But you always in my heart.

I love you. I love you. I love you.

I know you don’t know that I love you so much. You’ll never know. Do you know why? Because you’re my little secret. And for my bestfriends who know that I love him please don’t tell anyone or you’ll be just another regret. I hope that you can keep it. Well, who has to know that?

Maybe someday, you’ll know that I love you. But maybe when the day you know that I love you come, I’m not loving you any more.

I’m in love with you. I try not to loving you more than friend. This is my sacrifice.

I love you.

isn't cool?

From Lavira Cantika Mutiara & Betari Ratih Aristya Putri
from me

blaise pascal (from lavi)
Lavi's cat
me -.- (from lavi)
from lavi

Sunday, August 8, 2010

Alfath's birthday
i miss this moment. playing with my friends, is the best thing :)
miss ya Ashilla Z.